Here's the latest.
I had a good night last night.
After I got off work, I went to Pumpjacks and waited for Gery. After my first drink, I went to the washroom, and a guy stared at my dick and told me I had a nice one. I couldn't go, so I left the bathroom, and he came out a few minutes later and said to me, "Next time, don't be pee-shy". I think he might've been trying to hook up with me.
Then, when I was with Gery last night waiting for the bus, still a little drunk, a guy got on the C23, looked back, and smiled and waved at me. I posted a missed connection on craigslist; maybe he'll see it and shoot me a line. I told him where I work, too, but I did it subtly so that nobody else would've been able to know where I work.
After I got home, I got high, which got Ariel a little bit angry at me. I talked with her today about it, though, and explained that I do it because of stress; she seems to be alright with it now. I only get really blasted about once a week ANYway, so I don't think she has a whole lot to complain about.
Hmm, let's see... I really hope I get an e-mail from that guy. I can't seem to keep my mind off of him. He had absolutely beautiful eyes and a really sweet, shy smile.
I think that's about it. I didn't really do a whole hell of a lot today.
Oh! I'm not going to be working a whole lot in the near future. My boss only has me on one day next week, which really sucks. It's gonna be hard to afford food and smokes on $70 or so a paycheque... I'll manage, though. I managed when I was only making $600/mo with my disability.
I will survive, I'll make it through.
I may not be happy, but I'll live until I can be.
I hate you for abandoning me when I was eleven because you're such a shitty parent that you couldn't handle taking care of me anymore.
I miss kissing his lips...
My sister's manthing moved out on Thursday.
He banged around for about four solid hours. At one point, I heard pots and pans flying down the stairs. I was kind of shocked, but then I kind of realised that that's just the way he is. I don't know WHAT the fuck she sees in him.
Anyway.
Today was a most excellent day. I woke up at about 1100 (which is a nice time to wake up IMO), then at about 1300 I went to the art exhibit that I've been looking forward to for about a month now. The art was mindblowing, just as I expected; I even got to meet the artist again! I went to high school with her, and it was great to see her again. :D
I went stuff buying! I bought a Castro hat and a pair of aviators. I look like a total freak in them, which is entirely what I intended; I'm almost unrecognisable in them, so if I wear baggy clothes with them to hide most of my figure, then it'll be harder for my sister's boyfriend's thugs to find me... That was sort of the rationale behind buying the hat and sunnies. :D
Then I spent pretty much all of the rest of the day at my parent's house. It was great to catch up with them, and see the puppy again. :)
I CAN'T WAIT A YEAR. I'M GOING TO FUCKING COMBUST.
I want to move.
Sweden
The Netherlands
England
Switzerland
Canada
Why is it cool to have mood disorders?
Now, I know that mood disorders are serious and many people suffer from them and do not think they're cool in the slightest, but depression really seems to be a trend lately. It seems like every MySpace page I go to, there it is, listed in the "About Me" section "BY THE WAYYY, I'M BI-POLAR!" No, you're not. I just have a really hard time believe that you're seriously manic depressive, and have absolutely no problem announcing that to your e-friends. If it is a serious problem, why do you brag? "My favorite color is yellow, my favorite movie is The Notebook, oh and I cut myself all the time." I just don't get it. People with serious issues don't talk like that. Do you want attention that bad? I think you're confusing manic depression with histrionic personality disorder. Why doesn't anyone ever brag about that one?
I would be a terrible therapist. I just can't take anyone seriously when they brag about self-mutilation and severe depression.
It's official. Everyone has lost their fucking minds.
I guess stupid ideas are contagious. Just when I think one person is the biggest idiot on earth, someone else comes along and completely proves me wrong. Is there a contest going on that I'm unaware of? Who can be the biggest dumbass?
Now, I'm not saying I'm perfectly sane all the time either. In fact, I'm almost convinced that there is something in the air that is making everyone psycho. Including myself. But I'd like to think that I still at least have common sense. I know what a stupid idea is, and I'm pretty sure my brain is still working properly. I was just wondering if anyone else has noticed that everyone in the world is a fucking nutcase.
I forgot how much I love staying up all night. I stayed up until 3:30am last night doing absolutely nothing. I missed it so much. I feel like a grandma lately. All I really do is sleep. It sucks. I love not having to wake up to an alarm. I don't think there's much I hate more than my alarm clock.
I am really exhausted though. I woke up at 9am and couldn't fall back asleep. Ah well, I didn't want to sleep all day anyways. That's my issue. I love staying up all night, but I HATE sleeping all day. I have to find a middle ground that doesn't involve me be absolutely exhausted all the time. I can barely keep my eyes open right now but I have some serious studying I need to do. So why am I here? I don't wanna study! Ugh! Have you ever had a test come up and you realize you're not familiar with the material at all? And you have to completely learn something new in a few days? That suckksss. That's what I have to do by Wednesday, hahaha. I'm sure I'll be fine.
I'd rather watch I'm On A Boat forty more times. :D
My sister's boyfriend just left my home about an hour ago.
