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I want to do it all over again.

Apr 21, 2009
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Tuesday

April 21st

8:48pm

I can't stop the woods and the beach and the fire and the sun and the stars from swirling around each other in my head. Every second I spend in a building or a house makes me feel like I'm being punished, and I just need to break out and look up to see forever again. Being out there so much after so many years away has brought back all my old summer memories. Running as swiftly as possible through the branches to discover the mystery that is the other side of the hill, watching the animals live in a way they have for longer than I can begin to imagine. Sneaking out into the yard in the middle of the night just to watch the moon rise, the meteors fall, and the bats flitter, and making coffee (the only time I ever did like it) with my sister at sunrise. I crave it, the freedom of leisurely time in nature with good company, uninterrupted.

Homesick, I guess you could call it. Only far more fierce.

Calm down, Jen. Saturday's getting closer.