2 posts tagged “silly”

I just got the internet in my apartment today.  My apartment that I moved into and stole half of from Bryan two months ago.  My tummy's full of heavy noms and I have no idea how late it is.  I have really great sex.  Can I just say that right up front?  And so many cuddles.  And adventures.  I went hiking with Young Bryan yesterday through these crazy-ass caves and cliffs that look like they're from Legends of the Hidden Temple only... real.  There was even a cool little waterfall we drank from.  And found lots of little pr0nfilming nooks and tested one out a bit.  I love my adventures with Bryan.   XD 

And the day before that I went swimming with Chris (young cousin) at the beach and got him caught up on my life and whatnot.  Next week I'm probably staying the night at Aunt Sandy's Monday night, so that on Tuesday Morning me, Chris, and maybe Devin and/or Christian (ALL COUSINS, WE ARE PLENTIFUL!!!) can go to the beach near their hood and go splorin'.

I'm listening to old deo's Shadow episodes.  I miss that show bigtime.  It's a pagan podcast.

Today, I called Mike to invite him over, and he was really stressing about a lot of stuff.  Money, finding a new job, sick gramma, stressed family, etc.  So, he came over and we cuddled, played with the computer, had incredible sex, rubbed chocolate all over each other in the shower afterwards, got all smoked up, and went out for bison burgers.  I like having someone to take care of just a little bit.  But not to the point where they need me to survive.  I like to spoil Mike, and he spoils me back.  ^-^  And we talk about a lot of stuff.  We're really alike personality-wise and he likes being a silly five year old with me, including the little voices.  And we can relate on a lot of deep emotional levels, both painful and pleasurable.  But most of the time, he's just plain fun.

When Bryan got home from work today, he was in a shitty mood, and had this big sad rant about his jealousy and such, because I guess Mike has a habit of forgetting to flush his baseball cards, so Bryan knows like exactly when we've had sex.  That was a downer, but what the hell am I supposed to do?  He's the one who keeps telling me I should be free to love whoever, however. I know it's hard, and that he wants to learn to overcome jealousy, but I still feel an urge to try to fix his problems, which makes me start thinking I should change things to suit his needs... but that's not what he wants, or what I want.  I just want us to all be happy and express how we feel about each other in peace. 

Anyway, Bryan did a banishing to get rid of his negative energy, and then we got all smoked up (such a stoner day, holy shit XD) and I showed him ALL the unicorns.  Charlies one through three and all of Planet Unicorn.  Lucky Star is next.  XD  By the way, Charlie the Unicorn should be experienced with pot by everyone who's interested in both of them.  XD  As should a lot of other things.  Pink Floyd, sex, walking around at night, bison, etc. 

Bryan showed me he's a gargoyle.  It was amazing.

4:30pm

1. Everything I love about fall starts to come (that would be a list in itself ^-^).
2. Along with my first paycheck.
3. The arrival of Wen (which I'm ordering today).
4. The ability to have a cup of high quality organic tea every day.
5. The ability to have a green smoothie every day (before my mom gets home).
6. The ability to buy myself or a friend something small without guilt.
7. Less time to worry about silly things.
8. Less time around my mother.
9. Feeling like I have a purpose.
10. Making more friends at work.
11. Me and my best friends all making more money (Cameron got more hours at work).
12. Seeing more sunrises.
13. Feeling more independent, less reliant.
14. Feeling healthier.
15. Gaining confidence from my job forcing me to be less shy, and seeing the results.
16. Feeling better about myself.
17. Being a better friend (because I can focus more on them when I when I'm with them, since I won't have my own problems distracting me.)
18. Getting to sample a new kind of cheese whenever I want (during my breaks, of course).
19. Seeing my store's chocolate section and allowing myself to indulge.
20. Buying amazingly prepared salmon (or chicken, or whatever else) during my lunch breaks.
21. Buying fresh, wild Alaskan salmon (or organic salmon imported from Ireland) and making sushi with Niki.
22. Seeing if the sushi at work is better than at Giant Beagle (it looks the same).
23. Going to the fondue restaurant.
24. And of course, the series that follows the end of lonelygirl15, The Resistance.  XD